Tuesday, February 06, 2007
I have left the building!!
DUDES! I have moved to
www.whenbothourcars-collide.blogspot.comThis whole sk8ter thing just isn't me anymore :P By the way, the cars colliding thing is taken helena by MCR!!!
Labels: Famous last words :p
8:59 AM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
Friday, February 02, 2007
What am I living for?
Isn't this the question everyone asks themselves when everything seems to be going wrong? What am I living for....I honestly don't know. It apparently isn't God anymore because I'm beginning to doubt His existence. Okay, not BEGINNING, since all this started last year as a tiny seed of doubt. That tiny seed has now blossomed into a full grown oak tree. I therefore proclaim myself an almost-atheist. That's kinda cute actually. My dad'll freak if he sees this. So much for being pastor's daughter.
And today was just totally depressing. I had no clue what to write for my argumentative essay and whatever I did manage to write was jus total crap. My english is even worse than before. I just KNOW I'm gonna fail. Koh Swee Jin finished her whole freakin essay within EL period itself and her essay was like WAY longer than mine. During geography or any other period these days I have no idea what the hell the teacher is talking about and my friggin genius of a partner is answering all the questions and doing all the sums correctly. I feel so INFERIOR.
And then came CHEM SPA. Gosh I had no clue what I was doing, what molecular mass was and what source of error there was. Like WHAT THE HELLLLLL!!!! I'm gonna fail that too. Joy.
Seriously, I'm really wondering, what the heck am I doing in this school? How did I make it to Cedar in the first place. I cheered up a lilttle when I listened to MCR though. Honestly, their music is the only thing that's keeping me going.
Labels: I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone
5:31 PM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
