Thursday, November 16, 2006
None. Hah
Ello. I'm listening to black eyed peas' LET'S GET RETARDED! Get cuckoo...whoots! MCR rox. Okay, enough with the randomness. PUMP IT! (another b.e.p. song) I shall give you frequent updates on the songs playing on my com. Cuz i've got nothing better to do.So today we stayed in the family center after band for like, 3 hrs to do the props for the sec 4 farewell.
Actually, half the section was doing props while the other half (moi included) was busy singing old songs from like backstreet boys, westlife, boyzone, etc. I WANT CANDY! Okay, that's not playing on my com. That's just one of the songs we sang today. My hump my hump. Err...
that's playing on my com. heheeee. Told you I have nothing better to do. "I say no but they keep givin. So I keep on takin" wheheee. ARGH! I'm so not acting emo right now. That's very un-me. I like that word...
8:10 PM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
Thursday, November 09, 2006
I'm not okay(I promise)
I just wish I could freakin die. How much do you think a fifteen year old can take? Blow after blow. First from my mum, then my dad, now THAT BITCH. Blaming me for things I have absolutely no control over. Bitch will you just fucking SHUT UP for once and LET ME TALK!
God, if you're trying to tell me something, I get the bloody hint already! Do you have to be so harsh? Maybe you didn't notice the
BEYOND REDEMPTION sign I hung out the window. In times like these, when it is YOU I turn to... you do this. [
Jesus, you're all this heart is livin for] I mean it. If only thoughts were tangible. They'll be so much easier to sort out and clear.
Do you have to keep telling me I'm useless, that you wish I was not your daughter and worst, that I have absolutely NO TALENT. That crushed me. I'm taking longer to get back up on my feet after each blow. How much longer?{
when they knock you down and out, that's where you oughta stay~ MCR}
9:54 PM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Blood
I gave you blood, blood, gallons of the stuff.
I gave you all that you can drink and it has never been enough.
I gave you blood, blood, blood
I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love.
~MCR. Blood
Dedicated to mummy
dearest. Thanks for making my bloody life as miserable as you possibly can
7:42 PM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
Friday, November 03, 2006
MCR obsession
Eversince I bought
THE BLACK PARADE I've been My chemical romance obsessed. Can you tell? I spend like 2-3 hrs a day doing mcr related stuff. Especially this blogskin. Took me a GAZILLION years to edit it so it looked better. So proud of myself!! YAY!
9:50 PM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
