Tuesday, February 06, 2007
I have left the building!!
DUDES! I have moved to
www.whenbothourcars-collide.blogspot.comThis whole sk8ter thing just isn't me anymore :P By the way, the cars colliding thing is taken helena by MCR!!!
Labels: Famous last words :p
8:59 AM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
Friday, February 02, 2007
What am I living for?
Isn't this the question everyone asks themselves when everything seems to be going wrong? What am I living for....I honestly don't know. It apparently isn't God anymore because I'm beginning to doubt His existence. Okay, not BEGINNING, since all this started last year as a tiny seed of doubt. That tiny seed has now blossomed into a full grown oak tree. I therefore proclaim myself an almost-atheist. That's kinda cute actually. My dad'll freak if he sees this. So much for being pastor's daughter.
And today was just totally depressing. I had no clue what to write for my argumentative essay and whatever I did manage to write was jus total crap. My english is even worse than before. I just KNOW I'm gonna fail. Koh Swee Jin finished her whole freakin essay within EL period itself and her essay was like WAY longer than mine. During geography or any other period these days I have no idea what the hell the teacher is talking about and my friggin genius of a partner is answering all the questions and doing all the sums correctly. I feel so INFERIOR.
And then came CHEM SPA. Gosh I had no clue what I was doing, what molecular mass was and what source of error there was. Like WHAT THE HELLLLLL!!!! I'm gonna fail that too. Joy.
Seriously, I'm really wondering, what the heck am I doing in this school? How did I make it to Cedar in the first place. I cheered up a lilttle when I listened to MCR though. Honestly, their music is the only thing that's keeping me going.
Labels: I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone
5:31 PM
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Friday, January 19, 2007
I WANT MY PPPPPHONE!!!
Mummy DEAREST confiscated my phone. Just when we were getting to know each other.(me and my phone, i mean). And don't ask me why. I'll tell you myself when I find out. IF I find out. Gosh i miss it soooo much. I don't know why. Am pining away for thee dearest phone. Have to find a way to get it back without freakin sucking up to my mum. If she wants me to play nice she can dream on. I'm saving up to buy a phone for myself. That way she has absolutely no right to take my phone away from me.
Actually I think I have enought money but I'm reserving $100 for an MCR concert. I just KNOW they're coming over this year. RAY TORO himself said so . YOU PROMISED DUDE! And i'm gonna hold you to it. So I have to start from scratch. But it'll be worth it. It HAS to be.
6:36 PM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
Monday, January 08, 2007
Dead!
And if your heart stops beatingI'll be here wonderingDid you get what you deserve?The ending of your lifeAnd if you get to heaven I'll be here waiting, babeDid you get what you deserve?The end, and if your life won't waitThen your heart can't take thisHave you heard the news that you're dead?No one ever had much nice to say I think they never liked you anywayOh take me from the hospital bedWouldn't it be grand? It ain't exactly what you planned.And wouldn't it be great If we were dead? Ohh dead.Tongue-tied and oh so squeamishYou never fell in loveDid you get what you deserve?The ending of your lifeAnd if you get to heaven I'll be here waiting, babeDid you get what you deserve?The end, and if your life won't waitThen your heart can't take this Have you heard the news that you're dead?No one ever had much nice to say I think they never liked you anywayOh take me from the hospital bedWouldn't it be grand to take a pistol by the hand?And wouldn't it be great if we were dead?And in my honest observationDuring this operationFound a complication in your heartSo long, 'Cause now you've got Maybe just two weeks to liveIs that the most the both of you can give? If life ain't just a joke Then why are we laughing? If life ain't just a joke Then why are we laughing?If life ain't just a joke Then why am I dead?DEAD!Labels: Gosh I love this song
6:06 PM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Christmas! My favourite time of the year
So yesterday was christmas. Nothing much happened this time round. My brother's in Hong kong, Gloria's in malaysia, and i was desperately hoping for some MCR merch for a prezzie but OBVIOUSLY- didn't happen. So now I'm here trying to finish my Goddamn homework. Not working. Surprise surprise. Oh yes. And Shang Yu reminded me to update about the section outing. So I shall...
We went out(was it friday?can't remember now). who came?...er....ME!!WOOHOO!!! And then the other people aren't so important but I'll tell you anyways. Shang Yu, Hui min, Aqila, You Ting and Sherilyn Ng. Yup. First we went bowling in this super sucky bowling alley in marina square(trust me. Don't go there if your looking for an enjoyable bowling experience. SAFRA's better) Then we watched night at the museum. It's cute but forgettable. But it'll be worth it if you only want to see Ben Stiller beat-boxing, singing, and getting slapped by monkeys. Yup.
4:49 PM
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Sunday, December 10, 2006
I'VE BEEN HACKED!!!
I know i haven't updated in AGES! But alot has happened since then.
Like, my brother got bitten by a German Shepherd!!! Shocking ain't it? Just yesterday. He was supposed to go down a buy something so he was waiting for the lift. And then the dog-it lives just one floor above us, was taken for a walk see, and it happened to be in that lift. So when the door opened i think my bro was too close, so it just bit him. When my bro came back he was shaking like nobody's business. There was a pretty big hold in his shorts, and you could see like the dog's bite mark in his thigh. Ouch. Now i'm the only one in the family who hasn't got bitten by a dog. Yet. Yikes!
And then at night, i came home from Ikea(it sucks by the way,nothing for teens. So Gloria and I were busy banging pots and pans and singing MCR songs-MCR RULES!!!-while everyone watched and Gloria's mum looked for stuff) i logged into my neopets account(yes i still play. PROBLEMO AMIGO???!!!) and found that someone hacked into my account acnd stole all, i repeat ALL my money. And in order to do that they needed my pin number. So they hacked into my EMAIL ACCOUNT WHICH IS TWICE AS BAD to find out my Pin number and then took all my money. Stupid bastard. If I find him I'll bash his fucking head into the wall TILL HE BLEEDS. I swear.
2:22 PM
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
None. Hah
Ello. I'm listening to black eyed peas' LET'S GET RETARDED! Get cuckoo...whoots! MCR rox. Okay, enough with the randomness. PUMP IT! (another b.e.p. song) I shall give you frequent updates on the songs playing on my com. Cuz i've got nothing better to do.So today we stayed in the family center after band for like, 3 hrs to do the props for the sec 4 farewell.
Actually, half the section was doing props while the other half (moi included) was busy singing old songs from like backstreet boys, westlife, boyzone, etc. I WANT CANDY! Okay, that's not playing on my com. That's just one of the songs we sang today. My hump my hump. Err...
that's playing on my com. heheeee. Told you I have nothing better to do. "I say no but they keep givin. So I keep on takin" wheheee. ARGH! I'm so not acting emo right now. That's very un-me. I like that word...
8:10 PM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
